The Pleasure in Perseverance

“…but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance…”(Romans 5:3 NKJV)

Several years ago my parents got an “Award of Perseverance” from their church; a little framed certificate of recognition that was probably designed on a pastor’s computer.

But it was a big deal for our family; an acknowledgment of two people who “gloried in their tribulations”.

Dad on the beach with babushka
Dad, with a ridiculous hat, on the beach in his wheelchair.

For nearly 40 years my parents had battled the mysterious and debilitating disease of multiple sclerosis. The majority of those years my dad was confined to a wheelchair, paralyzed from the neck down. But he had been trained as an MD, so with the help of my mom, a nurse, he continued to work and practice medicine, often putting in longer work days than I did. Whether they were working or at home mom took care of him hand and foot, 24/7 for the better part of four decades.

That’s the sort of daily, grind-it-out perseverance I grew up with.

Few can say they’ve accomplished such a feat, and I certainly fall short, but I tried to learn from their example of hanging in there; working on a book for 10 years, staying at the same job for 20, etc.

Then a few summers ago I got schooled in the pain–and unexpected pleasure–of perseverance. Not the “hang in there for years” kind persevering, but the “pressure cooker” variety that comes on quickly and threatens to crush you.

In retrospect, I’m not sure what I was thinking when I decided to produce the first Creative Church Conference.  There were many confirmations that God was in the plans, but I suspect He allowed me to be oblivious to how much raw work it would be; otherwise I might never have begun.

The arts are a “stronghold” for the enemy; an area of great cultural influence that he’s exploited, and that many Christ-followers have avoided, even abandoned in the past.  I knew we’d run into spiritual resistance in producing an event aimed at empowering churches and artists to shine the light of God ‘s  love in the arts.  Early in the process I felt God’s leading to arrange daily intercessory prayer before, during and after the event, and it did make a monumental difference.

But I underestimated how much emotional and mental perseverance it would take to bring the dream to reality.

As the pressure mounted over the months leading up to the event, it became clear that I was in over my head. The logistics were mind numbing; creating the program, schedule, systems, marketing and content from scratch. Recruiting speakers and volunteers, publicizing non-stop. Stress was my shadow. I often couldn’t sleep.  My family would take a huge hit if the conference tanked.  Many times I considered abandoning the project.  It was all I could do to persevere and trust that God would bring everything together, and maybe even allow us to break even.  At a certain point I was completely depleted on every level, and I felt so defeated that it was like someone had taken a sword and cleaved me in half, old testament-style.  Aside from an excruciating divorce, it was the toughest experience of my life.

There was a point during the process when it became hard to hear God’s voice. He seemed to become quiet, speaking mostly in abstract, non-directive ways.  Three times when I asked him if I could or should pull the plug he brought an indirect answer that could only be interpreted as affirmation. Once as I sat overwhelmed and praying about whether to cancel one of the main speakers and scrap the event, I got an email from that speaker saying he had just booked his flight. I guess we were going forward

Then God started assembling an incredible team of leaders to pitch in– some of whom had felt drawn to join the church just recently.  Slowly the burdens started lightening. Attendees began signing up.

CCC 12 Panel w aud
Panel session from the first Creative Church Conference

About a week before the event, I sensed a tectonic shift in me.  My anxiety gave way to a uniquely encompassing peace. The ship of perseverance seemed to be pulling into its port.  And the sense of divine tranquility wasn’t exclusive to me; many attendees said they felt God’s presence permeating the event, a result of that intercessory prayer. The sessions and workshops were in many cases even better than I’d envisioned. Dozens of people had encounters with God, receiving ministry, encouragement and direction.

After a nightmarish multi-month journey, the conference was a dream come true for me and others. It was one of the high points of my ministry; a sort of culmination of all God had been doing in me so far. Writing FDI, starting The New Renaissance Arts Movement, had all been building to this point. The months of pain during the preparation gave way to pleasure; my own, and a real sense of God’s pleasure.

And I almost missed it. I very nearly collapsed in the pressure cooker.

The fruit from that first conference benefited thousands of people, and since then we’ve produced more Creative Church

With mom, Queen of Perseverance

Conferences—they’ve gotten much less stressful.  My book Creative Church Handbook (IVP) has been published, and the movement to release the arts and creativity in and through the church has grown.

As for my parents; through their example they became an inspiration to not just me, but to hundreds of people who knew their story. Even years after my dad slipped into glory, my mom still gets daily pleasure from their decades of perseverance.

I can now say from experience: when we face unexpected–yet inevitable–challenges and trials that require more perseverance than we think we have, we can take heart, knowing “… perseverance (produces) character; and character, hope.  Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us. (Rom. 5:4-5)

And when you feel that love well up in your heart, and flow through you, you realize that, that, is pure pleasure.

10 Responses

  1. Janice Elsheimer
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    Hi, Scott~
    Your name and new book came up when I was having lunch at my house in Winter Park, FL with my friend and encourager, Phyllis Thomas. I’ve been struggling with getting “back in the saddle again” with writing, speaking and encouraging would-be artists to embrace their artistic talents as God-given gifts, and Phyllis, and this post of yours, both helped me realize that I’m not alone in my struggle to persevere in the work to which I’ve been called. Thank you, fellow writer, for letting God work in your life, and in mine, through this wonderful piece on perseverance.

    Janice Elsheimer, Author
    “The Creative Call: an Artist’s Response to the Way of the Spirit” and
    “Garden Graces: the Wisdom in Growing Things”

    • J Scott McElroy
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      Hi Janice,

      So great to hear from you. Phyllis is indeed a great encourager, and so are you and your work! I do pray that God would bless you with momentum in your ministry and more opportunities to release to others what He has put in you. And thank you for your kind words. It’s a blessing to me that you connected with the piece.



  2. Ingle and Suzy Crabtree
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    Awwww Ingle and I just told our story
    This weekend at church.
    All about Tom and Carol working as one
    In Christ.
    Love you so much and our hearts continue
    To be united.
    Scott thank you for the journey we are
    enjoying, many conversations with
    our Lord for you and your work of a inspiration
    Much Love,
    Ingle and Suzy Crabtree

    • J Scott McElroy
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      Oh, thanks so much, Suzy! And thanks for your prayers and long-time friendship with my parents.



  3. Carol Mcelroy
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    Thank you dear Scott & wonderfull son ,artist, writer,encourager,brother, uncle, Dad,husband, friend & much more
    .! You are a blessing to me & many other people. Oops forgot to say a real craftsman, furniture refinisherror & bookcase maker & attic remodeler! Your Dad would be so proud. As you said you learned it all from him! Luv, Mama McElroy

  4. Holly Messerall
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    Thank you Scott for your perseverance and obedience. It has blessed me and many others!

  5. Linda Sylvester
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    J Scott,

    I’m so happy you’ve persevered over the years and were led to write your book and put together the amazing ‘Creative Church Conference’. I went to my first conference this year and experienced the most profound time with God’s presence and breakthrough in my walk with God. The whole conference was such a blessing. I felt confirmed, encouraged, and learned so much.

    Thank you so much!

    Linda Sylvester
    ‘Hope for Artists’
    Evanston Vineyard Church

    • J Scott McElroy
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      Thanks, Linda! I’m so glad you got to attend and that God met you so wonderfully. That’s exactly why we do it!

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